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exhaustionI'm tired of trying to "look good"exhaustion by ~WaitingOnRain
i'm tired of trying to fit in,
tired of faking smiles
and asking where people have been,
tired out from all this apathy and worrying
about money and "succeeding"
letting people control me and be a dumping ground
for their own bullshit and expectations
I just want things on a scale bigger than myself, or you
to feel better and improve
I wasn't (un?) lucky enough to be blessed with ignorance or understanding
stuck in between with all the guilt and exhaustion and it's killing me